why is it that every time i see your name

my heart still jumps a little.

moving out in three days! the anticipation of a new life is almost killing me. i can't wait, i can't wait, i can't wait. my roommate is awesome. bothering james has never brought so much true meaning and love into my life. my best friends threw the greatest gno ever, in honor of me. wreaking mischief has never been quite so malicious and fun. the late night phone calls are getting to be atrociously long, and i love it. i never thought i'd say it, but i'm going to miss so many of the people i'm leaving behind! shawpping with my sister today was quite an experience; i now know what men feel like when they are dragged unwillingly to every store to nod and approve each purchase. golden corral with the fam, being scared the bejeezus out of by my faja, and living...just living, for now.

angry girl music is the bane of my existence (still not quite sure what that means, but it sounds good!). going to joplin tomorrow to see christophah and say my last goodbyes to the people who mean loads to me there. packing has never seemed so insurmountable and impossible. i swear my things have multiplied.

man, i wish we could be friends.