iced coffees.

i've calmed down a little from my last rant.

things that are going on:
-daily talks with my ftsb, it's very likely we're getting married...because i can make him do whatever i want. =]
-buying two prom dresses for $4.99 each. score!
-laundry (and LOTS of it) today.
-a lot of mental cursing that luckily (for the most part) hasn't left my mouth. not too good..
-a growing love for "devil-may-care" men.
-making my way through the harry potter series again. starting on the fourth tonight, and i love it.
-what's up with my new obsession with justin timberlake!
-thinking tiny mites are trying to eat me alive.
-wondering WHY everyone is suddenly "in a relationship." especially past boos.
-wondering if i just got left out on that whole spring fever thing.
-muskogee's prom this saturday. it's got me all aflutter.
-burnt (mixed!) cds are among the best presents you could give a girl. really.
-starbucks is exceptionally great when men are present who will pay for your coffee. thanks, jorge.
-taking pictures in dressing rooms has never been so attractive.
-abuelo's: not the place to eat for prom.
-silver heels are hard to find. especially if you're not willing to go for the $200 dolce ones.
-i want to watch dan in real life with a boo!
-motion city soundtrack and angels & airwaves. i like them both a lot.
-i like talking to my best friend when he makes time for me, and repeating everything he says. :D
-there's never been a better time to discover new music.
-i might be bald before i'm 40. :-O rogaine, yes.
-i'm desperate. okay, not desperate-will-go-for-anything, but desperate enough to prey on married men. that's not as bad, is it?

i don't have the energy to be meaningful today. so writing unmeaningful fluff was my other alternative. i'm burning a lot of my friends cds now! i want to create mixes that are uniquely them, and i'm having the best time doing it. i should probably get a job to better occupy myself.

a conversation:
me (exasperated): "my dad doesn't own a chinese restaurant. he doesn't own anything."
boy: "oh yeah? well there's one thing he does own!"
me: "uh huh, what's that?"
boy: "your mom!"

as the hilarity ensued, i didn't have the heart to spell out d-i-v-o-r-c-e means no one owns anyone, anymore.
sad moment.

"i'm just waiting for my world to fall apart...
that's why i'll never finish anything i start. "
-MCS

hey, if you're not married...call me. or if you are, and you're gorgeous...
my options are open.



to morgan tepsic: i don't understand what you want!