selfish.

i am so, so guilty.

but is it so bad that i want to keep this good thing in my life, because i'm counting the seconds until it blows up in my face?

whatever. i know i sound like a child, but i'm keeping this bomb, even though i know i'll self destruct with it in the end. how melodramaticc.

suck it cowboys, i hate choo.
i'm cold.
the only thing that cheers me up about winter is cuddling with my boo.
pixar = :)
i realize that i have a huge apology letter to write to some of my friends, and i'm sorry, i'm sorry that i've been ignoring you and blowing you off. you probably won't even read this, but i just wanted to let you know...
this one person has become my life. and i know it's wrong, but it's so deliciously sinful to be consumed by someone you know is just as consumed by you.
i haven't talked to God in a long, long time.
blah, school.
FINALS is coming!
oh, i've fallen in love with sam bradford.
i love seeing my family again, but vinita isn't home anymore.
all i want to do is sleep. =]
drunk facebook messages- you know who you are. ;)
it's hard to focus on anything but him.

argh poopsie woopsie. since when did you completely dominate my life!?
i love you. :)