messy sandwiches & unhealthy dp

you're the missing piece i need
the song inside of me
i need to find you
i gotta find you

=]]
yesterday, corey lowry and myself were together for a straight 13 hours. you think we'd get tired of each other, but i just keep finding new ways of creeping him out! it was the most unproductive day of my life, hahah.

me: i'm about to die of laughter!
him: i'm about to die of being creeped on.

i tell him poop stories. it's entertainment all around, except for him.

i've found that after i've met katie joby sasser, i've become much more exuberant via text. you're more likely to find !!!! and ALL CAPS when i text now. i personally find it displays an enthusiasm and joy for life, so sorry if you find that horribly annoying and think that i'm yelling at you all the time. (I'M NOT! hahah.)

thank heavens i changed my texting from 1000 to unlimited. i checked my bill the other day, and it said i'd already used 3000 texts! #$(%!?!? college is such a waste of money...

i'm not gonna lie. i'm scared of getting on that bathroom scale (even though i don't have one). this past week has been like food-fest for chin-yew. it's terrifying how much i consume in the safety of my dorm room, when i know no one's watching me. i'll probably be some hideously fat sea creature the next time you see me.

i've been rollin' to the jonas brothers lately. yes, i am obsessed. yes, i will defend them to the death. yes, if you get in my car, you will be horrified to see that i have invented dance moves and sing obnoxiously to all the songs (even if i don't know the words). [i'm working on it though!=] because of this, corey doesn't ever want to be seen in public with me ever again.

corey=sharkbaby.

I MISS JIMMY EPPZ!!

i honestly couldn't ask for better guy friends here. they take care of me in every possible way. thanks jakey, for buying my OU/chattanooga ticket! mmhmm. jimmy, for getting me a cupcake that i loved so much i saved in my fridge and just found yesterday night. joshieblondee, for writing expo papers with me till 2 in the morning. mikey, for taking care of me when i'm a tad bit wastey and being so sweet. reillzy, for my various random course packets and my bedd.

yup, and my girls are just too wonderful to even list.
sky is gonna be my bigggg though. she's gonna have me and makayla as twins. =]

disturbia is now a song of painful humiliation for me. don't ask.

i study EVERY NIGHT NOW! i might have said this before, but i don't think you know how terrifying this fact really is to me. and it's like, i'm not even a good studier. i usually start at 11 or 12, and get done anywhere from 2 to 4 in the morning. i'm not even going to mention the bad nights.

AND I HAVE TO GET A JOB! and i'm going to work at ted's!? a dreadful waitressing job that's going to take up all my time and kill me internally. i'm really second guessing myself here...sigh. and campus always has something going on, and i so badly want to get involved.

gosh, i'm so fricken weird....

anyways, i really intended this entry to be deeply philosophical and about how and WHY i was feeling the way i do right now about everything in life, but it just turned out to be a huge update on nothing. sorry if you read and were disgustedly bored! =]

off to study with joshie! =]