and surprisingly, recovery isn't that hard.

It's funny how things can evolve in a matter of hours. Your mind, your thoughts, your feelings-- everything changes in such a short time.

My philosophy then:
"If there's just one piece of advice i can give you, it's this - when there's something you really want, fight for it, don't give up no matter how hopeless it seems. And when you've lost hope, ask yourself if 10 years from now, you're gonna wish you gave it just one more shot. Because the best things in life, they don't come free."

My philosophy now:
"If it doesn't want you back, then fuck it. There's always better, and that next "better" is just over the horizon."

I'm not going to sit back and wait for all the what-if's and keep trying for hopeless things in life. I'm so, SO through with hoping in things that simply don't come through in the end. I deserve better than that. I deserve someone who will try for me, who will be willing to work through all the crap and horrible things the world throws at us, someone who appreciates who I am and still wants to be with me at the end of the day.

The most ginormous thanks ever to Puffedo, who deemed it necessary to immediately call me after he read my last distressing blog entry. It's good to know that there are still good men out there in the world, even though the remaining 98% find it necessary to screw you over in every way possible. Thanks for listening to me rant and let out 110% of my dysfunctional emotions. =] Boy, you are the best.

Belle & Sebastian- For the Price of a Cup of Tea
M83- Graveyard Girl
The Boy Least Likely- To Be Gentle With You
The Strokes- Under Control

Thanks for letting me stalk you Morgan Tepsic! Well, you and your music tastes at any rate.

Give me a few more days, and I'll be better than normal. Thank God for college, only a few weeks away now! I can't wait to live life to the fullest again.