permission by reilly, granted.

and at two in the morning, it's best to reminisce upon everything that's happened in your day.

Who is your best friend of the opposite sex?
probbably reilly. we get along famously. =]

When did you last kiss someone?
06/07/08. and yes, i was weird enough to get out a calendar to get that date.

If someone were to tell you they like you right now, would you care?
very much so. =]

Do you still talk to the person you fell hardest for?
sporadically. but not so much anymore- luckily, i've regained my heart.

Where did you last sleep other than your house?
kevin's bed? haha.

Do you have a best friend?
they all compile together to make me whole.

Do you smoke?
do i love cancer?

Do you remember what you were like a year ago?
boy-crazy. thinking i found the one before, oh wait, he has a fiancee!?

Who was the last person you cried in front of?
kay and la.

Can you vote next election?
i'll be one of the first in line. i'm entirely too political for my own good, without actually knowing anything about everything.

What are you listening to?
your hand in mine-explosions in the sky

Where do you keep your money?
ten paces away from my shed, six feet down in a locked treasure chest. i find it accumulates interest best there.

Do you love someone right now?
i love everyone!

Do you like someone right now?
*squeaks excitedly*....?

Who was the last person to call you beautiful/gorgeous?
briiiian. =]

Where did your last hug take place?
tai's casa, from jason. [who is a horrible marshmallow thrower, by the way.]

Where were you at 12am this morning?
in my backyard, feeling cheery.

How do you feel about the person who texted you last?
okay, so i'm not gonna lie- he's completely gorgeous.

Do you have unlimited texting?
just 1000!

How old will you be in 2 months?
two months closer to being 19? two years from being 21!

When is the last time you took a nap?
it's hard to nap when little boys are screaming your name from their treehouse.

Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
mr. clean.

Do you talk about your feelings or hide them?
ohh, you know. i'm one of those girls that just tattoos her heart on her sleeve! ahaha.

Do you wear glasses?
i can totally do the schoolgirl thing, complete with short plaid skirt + glasses.

What are you looking forward to in the next month?
the fourth, getting a job, the lake with reilly, my girls, life during summer is, in general, great!

Ever kissed anyone with a name starting with J?
well...*antsy stare* a couple?

Have you ever fallen into a mud puddle?
of course i'm way too graceful to even contemplate that.



*snorts*

Do you like winter?
detest it.

If you could own a monkey, would you?
i'd rather have a nicely mannered lizard.

Have you ever given a random person your number?
no, i carefully and psychologically evaluate them beforehand. pshh, of course, everyone's given their number to a creeper before.

Would you make a good parent?
i think i would kill my children.

Do you like hugs and kisses?
see "winter."

What are you doing tomorrow?
father's day, sunning with kayla and gettin' the lowdown, katie's for mathematics, possibly church and i'm feeling like taco mayo right now. i know. it's terribly exciting. =]






i haven't done one of those in so long! even though they're frivolous, i think they're awfully revealing about a person's psyche. i stole this one from josh, and i must say i enjoyed filling it out very (maybe a bit too) much. today was goood goood good. or rather, it's what happened at the end of it that made it so great--nevertheless, i beam with goodwill and happiness now.

you guys make my life worth living.
talking to reillz (your new nickname babekins:), TALKING TO PERU!! and making tonz of funz about him, determining my room assignment for next year, gossiping with kay and watching her get ready for a wedding, car engine HUGELY malfunctioning and blowing a gasket, driving driving driving, tai's birfday party, riding horses, the most scrumptious burgers known to mankind, sitting on a blanket and sunning with becca, being horribly unhealthy, driving home to run my mandatory two miles, driving back for a bonfire and those bestial marshmallow fights, listening to 'the wrath of marcie' on the way home, and to top it all off, a two hour conversation with bri.

pfffffffft. i'm so excited about life right now. =]
p.p.s. i super super heart you, reillzy!! you like, make my day.

"You know when I said I knew little about love? That wasn't true. I know a lot about love. I've seen it, centuries and centuries of it, and it was the only thing that made watching your world bearable. All those wars. Pain, lies, hate... It made me want to turn away and never look down again. But when I see the way that mankind loves... You could search to the furthest reaches of the universe and never find anything more beautiful. So yes, I know that love is unconditional. But I also know that it can be unpredictable, unexpected, uncontrollable, unbearable and strangely easy to mistake for loathing, and... What I'm trying to say, Tristan is... I think I love you. Is this love, Tristan? I never imagined I'd know it for myself. My heart... It feels like my chest can barely contain it. Like it's trying to escape because it doesn't belong to me anymore. It belongs to you. And if you wanted it, I'd wish for nothing in exchange - no gifts. No goods. No demonstrations of devotion. Nothing but knowing you loved me too. Just your heart, in exchange for mine."