i love cake. even though i change the lyrics to their classic songs, thus rendering them ruined for the rest of my life. haha, oh, i need a good dose of jim halpert to calm me down.
today was productive. i wore out my tear ducts for at least another good twenty years, found a computer savvy genius to help me with my graduation announcements (they're printed and now i just have to address them!), and realized that college (aka life) is no joke. needless to say, i wouldn't mind a good roll in the hay, but hey, i'm young and my hormones are raging.
tomorrow i'm headed to either norman or missouri, depending on my mood and level of exhaustion. i severely need a good long break from this place, and i'm also skipping school to do it- it's nice to have the counselors on your side for a nice excused absence. ;)
i am extremely tired of people who let you down, and extremely annoyed with myself for thinking to trust these people again. i'm also extremely happy that i have those rock-in-the-sea friends who stick by me no matter what- thanks peru, kyle, & jeremy. those are my man constants. =] hahah, laame. a big thank you to kayla greiner and her shoulder to cry on, and also debbie lauchner for working with me until late to help me fulfill my dreams as a high school graduate. all you guys who bore with me post-surgery and my flood of inane texts, and all you who came and ate loratabs with me to keep me company. lauren from OU, you're amazing!
didn't show up for baccalaureate practice today, and am still contemplating skipping the dang thing on sunday. it's a mark of how much i completely detest this town that i'm even thinking about not going, but there ya go.
senior picture taker scouting. does anyone wanna do it? i'll drive, and you'll get to look at me all pretty-like...
uhm, prom was good. i have to say i enjoyed dinner with kyle, ben, and the yee more than the actual prom, but then, muskogee's was hard to beat. a real interesting combination of things happened directly afterwards, but i basically shunned it all and woke up at 8:25am to attend the senior mass at church. got to catch up with a few man-toys from my past, so not all was lost...although, i still caught some shut-eye during the sermon.
today would be what you would call, in a word, Hell. the tears did not help my mood, and the situation concerning it was, well, an occasion for glaring darkly and sonic java chillers. really pissed me off because i haven't cried since february, so i hope this'll tide me over for at least a couple more years, or like i said before, twenty.
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I vote for Missouri! This side of the border is infinitely better, teehee.
I'm not sure what the story is behind the tears, but I hope that everything is ok and that you know you can call me any time if you need someone to talk to. We pufferfish are great listeners. :)
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